...One day, your going to pop. We all get told not to hold back on our feelings, to express ourselves and tell people what we mean. Sometimes it takes your own experience to realise that this is sometimes not the easiest thing to do. Oh by the way, this is my first blog, so Hi I'm Kayleigh and if your reading this, you will soon realise that I am very sinical and negative. Speaking from past experience, I know myself that emotions can run away with you. The emotion of happiness can sometimes be the worst, your only building yourself up for one mighty fall. Love, again an even bigger clime which is in even harder fall. Nothing is forever. Which brings me onto my subject, love. How can you care for someone and love someone when they hurt you, deceive you and never fail to do the same again and again. This is not my perception on every relationship, this is is simply a question to those (including myself) who do, or have in the past loved someone but hated them more. OK hate is a harsh word, disliked. Why is it we turn to the most evil things when we are hurt? Alcohol, Drugs, Self harm? We damage ourselves both physically and mentally for what? To only make ourselves worse than we already do, to hope that your love will see the error of their ways and come running back to you. You drink alcohol and go to the bars your love does, just to show him 'your having a good time without him' - by midnight your running away crying because he is doing exactly the same, except he is genuine. Lets hope someone has a cure....
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